Gay Japan

You know, I watched gay porn for a long time after watching Brokeback Mountain, to try get used to the idea of watching men have intercourse.
After about four or five months I was okay watching it, after I stopped watching it and started watching again I still felt sickened and shocked. As stated before I love gay men, adore them even. But watching them have sex is just not for me.
So naturally, while I'm sitting watching a new TV show with my husband, who enjoyed watching Brokeback Mountain *clears throat* I decided that there was something very gay on there, and the only thing gayer was gay Japanese men. So I started looking for it.
My husband even said in a kind of turned on voice 'Did you see the bottom one, he kinda looks like a woman.' Which kinda freaked me out, but I'll let it go for now. It's probably something I need to discuss with him later. So now I'm watching a video of an extremely gay individual rub Cheetos all over his body, then suck it into his mouth.OMG is he sucking that Cheeto off? You know he has blonde hair and blue eyed contacts in. Why in the world would he want to look white? I think Japanese people are beautiful.Why some of them want to look white is beyond me.
I think gay Japanese men are even gayer than other gay men. I don't know if I can post porn on here but I was going to show you examples of gayness, I'll have to find out and if I can I'll put gay porn on here.
Why is it in gay porn do you see two men having sex, and then the one getting it shoved up his anus is not hard? That happens all to often, you guys can't fake it like we can. Anal sex hurts if you're not turned on, I think I have said far too much now.